IT'S OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY!

Happy one year Anniversary to me. If you asked me this time last year where I think I would be this time this year? I would honestly say...

Some of you may have wondered where I am and how I am doing. Others, probably 99.9 % don't give a damn and probably roll their eyes and...

I was laying on my bed struggling to breath. Struggling to get my nerves under control. I needed to get my shit together. I was doing...

It's funny, Monday I was so excited to got to Tennesse for a photography clinic. Memphis, Tennessee to be exact. I was excited on...

Woke up last night with a massive headache. Searched high and low for Advil or Tylenol. What I found was a bottle of( 20 )150mg tablets...

I should have never went back to work so soon. Yes, Kevin you were right , I was wrong. You better save this blog as evidence of me...

I often find myself laying awake in bed at night thinking back on these last couple of months. To say it's been hard is putting it...

I think the hardest part of all this pretending to be okay when I am not, is trying to convince even myself of my lies. It's exhausting...

Some days.... are good!!! I feel like ME! Other days like Yesterday... I just want to die. Its all too much. I didn't ask for help. It...

Addiction is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die

I'm crying out to God to give me the strength I need to get through these last few tapers. I've walked miles upon miles. I've walked for...

Life is rough. Especially these last few weeks. Almost so, that I wasn't sure we all were going to make it. Tensions were so high in the...

I am hot, I am cold. My whole body shakes while sweat pours out of every pore in my body. I have nothing left in my body to expel. I wish...

There is so much to do around this house!!! Never mind when there is someone down for the count! I was only trying to help! Bailey was...

I think it's all catching up to me, I think it's catching up to all of us. The whole past year..... Trigiminial Neuragial, Dr....

It's not easy. Lets just start with that! I think I should start with telling you the good parts before I tell the sad, hard and ...

It's 7 days before I start tapering off of Lyrica. Lyrica is marketed as an alternative to opioid medications. Like opioid drugs,...