I am hot, I am cold. My whole body shakes while sweat pours out of every pore in my body. I have nothing left in my body to expel.
I wish I could sleep through it all but the drugs won't allow it.
I grip my pill bottle. Shake it, just to make sure they are in there.
Just holding them makes me feel a tiny bit better . It also makes me feel like the addict I am.
6 minutes and counting. 6 minutes until I get a bit of relief.
The relief will come, my body will relax and I can breath.
Not for long though, it never is.
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