
IT'S OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY!
Carol
The woman I meet at the Steak House. That is her name. Carol Granger. She has an amazing husband, much like my own. A beautiful daughter...
God Moments
I was asked the question recently " Throughout all of your trials where has your your God been? What has he done for you?" It's a...
Dr. Anand Rughani, MD
Dr. Rughani is not just my neurosurgeon but he has been a source of hope and light in my darkness. I know nothing about this man other...
Not so easy
They do not make it easy at all to get out of the hospital. They have a whole check list to go by and if you miss one little thing YOU...
Pain
Pain. I know all about Pain. It almost seems like I cant remember a time when I wasn't in pain. Those who have chronic pain, we don't...
Covid ICU Unit
Apparently I was so excited over hearing that I was having surgery I must have missed the part where they told me I'd be in the Covid ...
The man yelling
I don't know his name, his age or what he even looked like. Each time I came in contact with him, a curtain or a wall separated the two...
Peanut Butter Peace
The morning that my mother in law picked us up, she told us a story. That morning she had woken up and started to get ready to go. As she...
The Operating room
I'll never get use to seeing the inside of an operating room and I have been in 7 of them. It is like straight out of Greys Anatomy. ...
Covid Part2
Let me take you back a few weeks. To where I am sitting in my hospital bed. All hooked up to IV's , blood pressure cuff, etc. Waiting to...
The Waiting Room
What a wonderful place a waiting room can be. I am saying this in all honesty. As I sat there in the waiting room 6 feet apart from...
This is the prologue
So much to say but I have no idea where to even begin. I think back on all I have been through these past few weeks and the emotions of...
Waiting
Waiting is the worst. Its like the "waiting place" in the book Places you'll go. Waiting is the worst when you are ALONE. Kevin says I'm...
Feeling Loved
I have an army of family and friends!!!! And I am LOVED by So many beautiful and wonderful people. I am overwhelmed with ALL the...
Almost there
Surgery is still a GO....... so excited. SO, SO excited. Except..... This whole time I just knew it would be a no go. No surgery. It was...
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future....
pain in the ass
I am a Pain in the ass. I know I am. I always have been. I think I try NOT to be one and it backfires!!! Example: Kevin is headed out to...
Covid
Over TWO YEARS..... I did not get covid once. Not in the two years it's been out and about making everyone sick. Not for two years. 10...
What I cant Wait for
I am sitting in the Tub that my 12 year old daughter ran for me. As I lay here, bubbles and jets going, I close my eyes and I think...
My worst day yet
What does Trigeminal Neuralgia feel like you may ask .... It starts off with a throbbing in your Jaw. Toothache like symptoms. Then...


