Waiting

Waiting is the worst. Its like the "waiting place" in the book Places you'll go.

Waiting is the worst when you are ALONE.

Kevin says I'm not alone. I just need to close my eyes and I will see him and feel his love. Kevin is my safe place, the other peice of my heart.

PAUSE ( I am closing my eyes)

I am overwhelmed with emotion. It's hard to do this alone. 😪

I pray for my family as they wait. It can't be easy for them. I pray for the doctors and nurses. I pray God gives me the strength to get through this. It's not going to be easy and I am not looking forward to it.

I pray that God gives me the strength to do this because I can not do it alone!